"It is one of my most important and best verified maxims that nature makes no leaps. This I have called the law of continuity" - Gottfried Wilhelm Leibniz
Perhaps the concept of 'journey' itself is erroneous to begin with. After all, there may be very well no end to it.
And no end to it there very well may be.
Now officially I no longer have a CCA. No longer in HC Bowl.
But that's not the end of it. Of bowling. Of being a team. Right?
Although its time to move on.
Do I have higher priorities?
Well, supposedly, yes. It's called studies.
But why supposedly?
I wonder why I have never seen studies as an integral, important aspect of my life.
Isn't it supposed to be the very thing around which twelve years of education revolves around and culminates in?
A levels is in 5-6 months.
Where's the anxiety I'm supposed to be feeling?
...
I need to find what makes things meaningful... Are things really meant to be done for the sake of doing it, and nothing else? Or are they supposed to be that way, but not?