I still remember how, a year ago, I was slacking away my days waiting for JC to start and hoping I would meet new and friendly people. Well, I have.
One less year to live. One more year of experience of... living. One more year left of JC, one more year left with 09S6B. One more year left in HC Bowling... One more year left to NS. One more year before I can legally drink and drive (kinda ironic)...
2009 has been a... interesting year. Alot of new things experienced, met alot of new people, did alot of new things... Lived through one year of JC without major incident...
Met an OG which is now mostly dead, got to know a great class, made new friends, started bowling, joining my first -official- sports CCA, took a new subject (economics). Had a class chalet in the middle of the year which clashed with my bowling chalet (perfectly, no less), had more fun, watched my grades experience a constant decline. Some things remain the same, like old friends, 8pm DoTA, NCC abangs, and so on. And yet some dont.
One month to block tests. Four months to A Divs. About what, six months to prelims? and elven months to A levels. Havent got a direction in life. Not really sure if letting life take me where it wants to take me is a good idea, but I guess I'll just take what comes my way. Do I intend to continue education? Yeah... I guess. Do I know what I want to study? No... For some reason having to actually study something takes the fun out of it. Once upon a time I loved Math alot... constantly remained years ahead of my level... until the syllabus forced us to drill formulas into our minds in order to proceed. Which, more or less, marked my downfall in that subject. In other words, I fear studying subjects I like, in the event that I end up disliking it.
Then again I dont have that luxury now. My life currently seems to be oriented around A levels. My testimonial is a blank. I have no achievements, no talents, nothing. Or at least nothing from a pragmatic standpoint, from an official standpoint. All I have is myself. As much as I dislike studying I will have to, for my sake.
Is it time to put to work that which rests upon my shoulders? They say nothing is inevitable save death and taxes... This is a world where one's choices defines one's own outcomes. If only choices could be expressed in numbers and percentages...
Anyway, I very much doubt I will be blogging much in the year to come. There are far more many things to occupy my attention... games, studies, sports, friends and more... then again my life seems to be oriented merely around these.
