"A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs. A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item she doesn't need."
"Borderline personality disorders are less clearcut than other disorders. The basic characteristic is "instability" -of mood, behavior, attitude, or emotion. The person is noticeably unpredictable or impulsive, particular in areas that are potentially self-damaging, such as alcohol or drug abuse, sexual hyperactivity, gambling, suicide, overeating, or shoplifiting. They continually question their self-image, wondering who they are and why they behave as they do. Unlike antisocial people, they are often beset by anxiety and guilt over their life cohices. The personal relationships of people with this kind of disorder are extremly turbulent, and they may have no tolerance for fustration" -an except from Psychology An Introduction
This quote describes someone very familiar to me. Someone whom I see everyday. In the mirror... Self-explanatory parts aside, haven't I been searching for something missing? For being excessively obsessive in areas of interest? Self-doubt? Self-questioning? Or is it merely my paranoid self acting up again? Which would, in turn, be another problem. Such is the paradox.
Ahhh today was freaking screwed. Another 150 minutes break like yesterday, school ended at 12, went for XCountry, got reminded harshly about how unfit I have been recently (I was fittest 2 years ago.... now I have something that I didn't have back then - 20 extra kg to lug around). And.. just when I thought it was over and that I could sit down and slack... I trip while jumping over rows of bags and crumple to the ground in a broken heap. For the second time today. The first time was of no major consequence, but this time I scraped my knee and sprained my left ankle. Effing fail. Now my left leg cannot bend beyond a certain angle without suffering sharp spasms of pain.
Ahahaha the fail class outing. Go to KFC, eat, basically do nothing but talk cock and make false scandals out of essentially nothing. Whack people's heads. Whack. Whack. Whack. LOL end up everyone scatter. Wonder which idiots suggested KFC. WONDER. A certain fail dark short somebody and a certain someone from a super-enthu og. Wonder who.
ARGHHH MY ANKLE. FKKKK. Oh ya tomorrow got school lol. It seriously felt like a weekend today.
