"If our early lessons of acceptance were as successful as our early lessons of anger, how much happier we would all be."
I'm freaking tired. For some reason when I'm tired from lack of sleep or other reasons I sweat easier than usual. Dammit sit in a bus stop for half an hour sweating non-stop.
Argh last day of holidays. I'm afraid I haven't started on homework. Lets look at what I've done in the past 2 days...
Thursday: Went bowling in the morning. At night, cycled to Vivo, taking one hour, spent maybe one hour plus there, cycled back taking another hour, basically ended up home at 12+, tired like siao and slept at around 3.
Friday: Woke up, went to meet Har at West Coast Park at 8 a.m. Original plan was to jog, but end up only eat breakfast at the Mac there. After that rush home, take stuff, meet Shaun at Clementi Sports Hall to play badminton until 2 p.m. Realised I didn't take lunch too late, as I was already on my way to Chevrons for bowling training. Which ended at like nearly 7 p.m. ... And after that rush back home, get some clothing, and go out again for Class BBQ + stayover... and forgot to eat dinner (like nothing much to eat at bbq lol). From Matthew's house we walked to Kok Seng's house at around 12 plus, and crapped around until maybe 4+, nearly 5 in the morning before most of us slept.
Saturday: Woke up at around 8 in the morning when I heard pool being mentioned or something. Left Kok Seng's house at 9, walked to Beauty World Mac to eat my first meal in like 24 hours (which was the same thing as what I last ate basically)... After that go home to put down stuff, take bowling bag and rush to CDANS to meet some NCC people for bowling. Followed by lunch, swimming, pool. And more bowling on the way home. Now my body is like really dead lah... Can barely even type. And parents dam pissed at me for being at home so little crap.
Basically dam tired ahahaha. Something wrong with me. -_-
Wah sian in bowling dunno wads wrong. All the spares I can pick up outside of training I can never seem to pick up during training. The stupid 10 pin like so easy to hit outside of training, during selections hit like 4/10 nia wtf. But my spare improving now haha. Today played one game with 8 spares and 1 strike, with the 2 open frames being splits. But score still dam low la -_-. Average improving. Need to slow down ball speed. Use more followthrough.
I think I'm dam screwed as a human. I guess I might say I have a skewed perspective on life. Lets look at Maslow's hierachy of needs:
For me I value self actualization first. I do what I want to do. I ponder things. I think. I do things because I want to. And more often than not in the process I abandon more or less everything else in the hierarchy. Safety. Security. Self-esteem. Respect. Its like nothing. Maybe I have a different hierarchy.
Alot of people are having problems now. But you have to remember that not all problems have a solution. There may be a compromise, yes. But stop trying to find a perfect solution. Live with the problem maybe. Or change. But stop...
People have different perceptives. There are infinite ways to look at one thing. All actions are ambiguous. And people who enforce their views. Who impose their perceptive. Are just abusing power. Authority. I hate it. Some people dont even bother to justify their view. They think they are right. Screw them. Let them think what they want. While I dont like to disagree with people I have to find that they are either very superficial or acting as such. At least justify your bloody point. Dont just say because I'm right I'm right and you are smaller so you shut up. Stupid authority.
Murphy's law. I agree with it alot. For personal reasons. Haha its a nice law. The extended law makes sense too in an abstract fashion.
Maybe for those people with problems in life, you can apply occam's razor. Which is basically to stick to the basics. the most simple. keep it simple. but dont neglect stuff. the simplest, most basic form is often the best. something that i dont do haha. after all i rarely practice what i preach. there are so many things that are infintely better than what i am doing and i know it and i reject them because i dont feel like doing it. wtf.
arghh maybe i should stop trying to give advice to people. after all i cant even help myself.
